Hey peeps. Yea..been gone for quite sometime now.. Well,let me update some stuff.. New year's eve: Went to shisha with cuzzy and sis.. Had loads of fun.. To be honest,the smoke I inhale from the shisha calms my mind though.. But cuzzy was being kinda abit strict with me because she was afraid that I might get asthma attack..haha.. New year: It's nothing.. Nothing special about it.. I mean,come on,it's just form december to january.. Shish.. I grieve to the friends I've "lost",to the moments I had relapses,and to the times I went down the drain.. But this year,I'm trying my best to sober up(again).. And to go bonkers..haha.. This week: I'm having attachment now.. So,I'm quite with busy to be the next best nurse.. (Whatever hajar) I had the most suckiest time,but like my friend say,take a chill pill..hehe..
Oh well,that's it.. I gotta go now and bury myself again.. Kiddings..haha..
(PS:I was surprised that u didn't wish me this year.. So be it then....)
I know I said that I wanted to be away for the moment..
But this is one hell of a shocking news..
The drummer from A7x has passed away yesterday..
I nearly cried when I got to know about it..
An article I get from tmrzoo.com:
Avenged Sevenfold drummer James Owen Sullivan, also known by his stage name ” The Reverend Tholomew Plague” or simply “The Rev” was found dead in his Huntington Beach home yesterday on December 28 at approximately 1 p.m.
The talented drummer was 28 years old. Sullivan was a huge Pantera fan, another band with a tragic early death.
Jimmy also played many different instruments other than the drums, such as the piano and guitar.
His death is being investigated by The Orange County Coroner’s Office but at this time the Southern California musician is thought to have died of natural causes.
The metal community and many blog are speculating the death
was an overdose. Sullivan was rumored to have history with drugs.No statement has been made yet from Avenged Sevenfold or the Management of A7x in regards to this tragic loss. .
How tragic it is to lose such a talented person like him.. RIP big guy.. You'll never be forgotten... Your fans will always miss ya..
This song is dedicated to the people I've hurt especially my dearest bestfriend.. Zee.. I know I've not been a very good friend to u recently.. U keep asking me to hangout with u,but I gave u 101 reasons.. I'm not making up those reasons.. It's just that I've too many problems to settle.. I really miss hanging out with u.. I do.. But sometimes situations won't let me spend time with u.. But let me tell u this,I still care for u like I did during our five years of friendship during secondary school.. I've lose many friends and I had enough of it.. But I don't want to lose ur friendship.. Guilty feelings has been taking over me.. If ure mad at me,I'd understand.. Nevertheless,I hope I won't lose a friend/sister.. Because if that happens,I won't forgive myself.. I'm sorry zee.. I really am...... :'(
PS:I think I'll go missing for a moment people.. I've been feeling down again and I need to be away.. I'm sorry if I've hurt anybody in anyway... Till then,goodbye....
Hey ya'll... I've been missing quite awhile from my previous post.. Need my time for the last few days..
But I'm all sober up now. :)
Hopefully,it stays this way..
Anyway,yesterday,I get to my Bf! Gosh! I was so freaking happy!
Been waiting for a month,and yesterday,at last,we get to meet each other..
I woke up around 0915am because I've to meet him at ang mo kio to upload my bro's game..darn..
It was raining so heavily in the morning and I nearly freezed myself for sitting too long in the bus.. =X
I arrived at the interchange and waited for him..
And there he was,I nearly melt when I saw him..hahaha..
What? It's not like always I get to see him okay..
So,off we went to the game store,and guess what? The shop is closed. Nice one...
Bf then started to laugh,and then he said to me,"Oh no..too bad.."
We turned back and went to hangout at ang mo kio for awhile..
Snuggling is his arms is the best thing ever..
We chatted,played around with a cat,and enjoyed the cold wind..
After awhile,Bf wanted to go bedok to buy his bike parts..
(FYI:He doesn't have a motor,only owns a bicycle..haha..)
We then took a cab to bedok..damn,it's a long journey..
At bedok,me and Bf waited for the shop to open..
When he saw the owner,Bf was totally thrilled to see him..haha..
He bought his stuffs,and off we go to ang mo kio again..
We decided to hangout at tampines after that..darn,we took the bus again..huhu..
Bf told he was feeling freaking hungry as we arrived at tampines.. Aww.. Pity him..hehe..
So,I accompany him to have his meal..
Around 530pm,we say goodbye to each other..
By the time,I let go of his hand,I miss him already.. =(
After that,I went to my mum,sis and bro at vivocity because they're doing some shopping at that time..
As night falls,dad came to pick us up and we went to have our dinner at geylang..
I ate thai claypot rice...ooo la la..niceee..hehe..
Oh well..that's all for my update..
By the way,this is for my bestie,Zee,sorry I couldn't get to accompany u to watch movie.. I feel so bad though.. It's like when u wanna go out with me,there'll be many things that'll stop me.. I'm truly am sorry.. Insya'Allah,one day,I'll make it up to u k.. Sorry Zee.. =(
Time check:0152pm Rain is pouring down heavily on the east side... Sadness occurs.. Hey,I know I've been posting about my emo moments and stuff,but I just couldn't help it.. This holiday is really bringing me down.. Sucks.. I kept thinking about the old memories and those fun moments that I had.. It really brought me to tears.. People told me,what for I'm having these stresses when I'm just rotting at home? To be honest,sitting at home sometimes can be far more worse.. Because my mum has no one to turn to except me.. When I see my mum brokedown,my heart goes out to her.. That's why I say,staying at home can be devastating too.. Not only that,I've just come to realise that many of my friends have been avoiding me.. I just don't know what's the reason for it.. Awhile ago,I say hello to one of my Gf,who I thought a friend I can count on to..but too bad,she did the same thing.. Gosh..I don't know what's going on.. Look,if u people think that there is something fucking wrong with me,just tell me straight up!! I thought I'm lucky to have such good friends around me,but no,it was all a bunch of lies.. LIES I'M TELLING YOU!!! Fuck those promises!! I hate it.. I keep telling people that I'll be there for them but will any of them be there for me? I don't think so.. As a human being,maybe I've made some mistakes but if u guys won't tell me what it is,how can I change into someone better? Whatever.. Nobody cares anyway.. But I'm still glad that there are still few of my friends,who really understood my situation.. Nevertheless,I can't keep whining to them about the same thing.. I'm scared they might get sick and tired of it... I gotta stop now.. I'm tearing up really bad.. Gonna wipe these tears before mum sees it..
I'm feeling so bored today.. Seriously,super duper freaking bored..haha.. Didn't do much today.. Followed mum to the market.. Fold clothes.. Took a nap.. Watch cartoons.. Played the lappy.. Really mundane right?? Haha..oh well.. Been doing that during this holiday.. I need a life!! Huhu...
By the way,my obssessions are coming back! Alesana and Muse are like in my head always! Shish! Their songs keep ringing in my ear and my mouth keep mumbling their lyrics.. Even my sis thinks that I'm going crazy now..haha.. Speaking of obssessions,my dear friend,Irah,is going obssessed with Muse too!! Hahaha... Yes!! Hi-5 beybeh!! Hehehe...
Just now,at Facebook,I had a chat with her.. Not really that chat lah but just commenting on each other's wall..hehe.. Damn funny.. Go and read them: Irawr Anethyl Xlyfein ;da obssessed with muse againahahaha! weeeeeeee ♥
Haj Jemaid Really??Hahahahaha!! Yes!! I have a buddy to join my obssession!!Hehehe... xD
Haj Jemaid hahaha..eh eh..klau jumpe kamu,habis lah singapura..confirm kite nye ketawe boleh dpt kan singapore tremors!!hehehehe... xDdont know when i can meet u lah sey.. =(
Irawr Anethyl Xlyfein awwww nxt week? ahaha, coz i might be celebratinhg black christmas :D
Haj Jemaidhahaha..macam mane leh black lak??hehehe...
Irawr Anethyl Xlyfein ahaha we hate santa. he works all year round but nvr loses weight OH WAIT, it wasnt him , itx th elves . damn!so we celebrate a gothic christmas kirekan .. heh
Haj Jemaid hahahaha..aiseyman..bagus tu..hehehe..its good to have a dark christmas once in awhile though..hehehe...
Alesana is back!!!! Gosh.. And their new songs are awesome!!! Oh my,I can't wait for their new album... It's released on the 26.01.10 but I don't know if it's worldwide or not... Dang.. I hope it is.. Oh well,have to save up from now to buy the album!! Weeeee~~~ They make me happy... ^_^
Hey peeps. Yea..been gone for quite sometime now.. Well,let me update some stuff.. New year's eve: Went to shisha with cuzzy and sis.. Had loads of fun.. To be honest,the smoke I inhale from the shisha calms my mind though.. But cuzzy was being kinda abit strict with me because she was afraid that I might get asthma attack..haha.. New year: It's nothing.. Nothing special about it.. I mean,come on,it's just form december to january.. Shish.. I grieve to the friends I've "lost",to the moments I had relapses,and to the times I went down the drain.. But this year,I'm trying my best to sober up(again).. And to go bonkers..haha.. This week: I'm having attachment now.. So,I'm quite with busy to be the next best nurse.. (Whatever hajar) I had the most suckiest time,but like my friend say,take a chill pill..hehe..
Oh well,that's it.. I gotta go now and bury myself again.. Kiddings..haha..
(PS:I was surprised that u didn't wish me this year.. So be it then....)
I know I said that I wanted to be away for the moment..
But this is one hell of a shocking news..
The drummer from A7x has passed away yesterday..
I nearly cried when I got to know about it..
An article I get from tmrzoo.com:
Avenged Sevenfold drummer James Owen Sullivan, also known by his stage name ” The Reverend Tholomew Plague” or simply “The Rev” was found dead in his Huntington Beach home yesterday on December 28 at approximately 1 p.m.
The talented drummer was 28 years old. Sullivan was a huge Pantera fan, another band with a tragic early death.
Jimmy also played many different instruments other than the drums, such as the piano and guitar.
His death is being investigated by The Orange County Coroner’s Office but at this time the Southern California musician is thought to have died of natural causes.
The metal community and many blog are speculating the death
was an overdose. Sullivan was rumored to have history with drugs.No statement has been made yet from Avenged Sevenfold or the Management of A7x in regards to this tragic loss. .
How tragic it is to lose such a talented person like him.. RIP big guy.. You'll never be forgotten... Your fans will always miss ya..
This song is dedicated to the people I've hurt especially my dearest bestfriend.. Zee.. I know I've not been a very good friend to u recently.. U keep asking me to hangout with u,but I gave u 101 reasons.. I'm not making up those reasons.. It's just that I've too many problems to settle.. I really miss hanging out with u.. I do.. But sometimes situations won't let me spend time with u.. But let me tell u this,I still care for u like I did during our five years of friendship during secondary school.. I've lose many friends and I had enough of it.. But I don't want to lose ur friendship.. Guilty feelings has been taking over me.. If ure mad at me,I'd understand.. Nevertheless,I hope I won't lose a friend/sister.. Because if that happens,I won't forgive myself.. I'm sorry zee.. I really am...... :'(
PS:I think I'll go missing for a moment people.. I've been feeling down again and I need to be away.. I'm sorry if I've hurt anybody in anyway... Till then,goodbye....
Hey ya'll... I've been missing quite awhile from my previous post.. Need my time for the last few days..
But I'm all sober up now. :)
Hopefully,it stays this way..
Anyway,yesterday,I get to my Bf! Gosh! I was so freaking happy!
Been waiting for a month,and yesterday,at last,we get to meet each other..
I woke up around 0915am because I've to meet him at ang mo kio to upload my bro's game..darn..
It was raining so heavily in the morning and I nearly freezed myself for sitting too long in the bus.. =X
I arrived at the interchange and waited for him..
And there he was,I nearly melt when I saw him..hahaha..
What? It's not like always I get to see him okay..
So,off we went to the game store,and guess what? The shop is closed. Nice one...
Bf then started to laugh,and then he said to me,"Oh no..too bad.."
We turned back and went to hangout at ang mo kio for awhile..
Snuggling is his arms is the best thing ever..
We chatted,played around with a cat,and enjoyed the cold wind..
After awhile,Bf wanted to go bedok to buy his bike parts..
(FYI:He doesn't have a motor,only owns a bicycle..haha..)
We then took a cab to bedok..damn,it's a long journey..
At bedok,me and Bf waited for the shop to open..
When he saw the owner,Bf was totally thrilled to see him..haha..
He bought his stuffs,and off we go to ang mo kio again..
We decided to hangout at tampines after that..darn,we took the bus again..huhu..
Bf told he was feeling freaking hungry as we arrived at tampines.. Aww.. Pity him..hehe..
So,I accompany him to have his meal..
Around 530pm,we say goodbye to each other..
By the time,I let go of his hand,I miss him already.. =(
After that,I went to my mum,sis and bro at vivocity because they're doing some shopping at that time..
As night falls,dad came to pick us up and we went to have our dinner at geylang..
I ate thai claypot rice...ooo la la..niceee..hehe..
Oh well..that's all for my update..
By the way,this is for my bestie,Zee,sorry I couldn't get to accompany u to watch movie.. I feel so bad though.. It's like when u wanna go out with me,there'll be many things that'll stop me.. I'm truly am sorry.. Insya'Allah,one day,I'll make it up to u k.. Sorry Zee.. =(
Time check:0152pm Rain is pouring down heavily on the east side... Sadness occurs.. Hey,I know I've been posting about my emo moments and stuff,but I just couldn't help it.. This holiday is really bringing me down.. Sucks.. I kept thinking about the old memories and those fun moments that I had.. It really brought me to tears.. People told me,what for I'm having these stresses when I'm just rotting at home? To be honest,sitting at home sometimes can be far more worse.. Because my mum has no one to turn to except me.. When I see my mum brokedown,my heart goes out to her.. That's why I say,staying at home can be devastating too.. Not only that,I've just come to realise that many of my friends have been avoiding me.. I just don't know what's the reason for it.. Awhile ago,I say hello to one of my Gf,who I thought a friend I can count on to..but too bad,she did the same thing.. Gosh..I don't know what's going on.. Look,if u people think that there is something fucking wrong with me,just tell me straight up!! I thought I'm lucky to have such good friends around me,but no,it was all a bunch of lies.. LIES I'M TELLING YOU!!! Fuck those promises!! I hate it.. I keep telling people that I'll be there for them but will any of them be there for me? I don't think so.. As a human being,maybe I've made some mistakes but if u guys won't tell me what it is,how can I change into someone better? Whatever.. Nobody cares anyway.. But I'm still glad that there are still few of my friends,who really understood my situation.. Nevertheless,I can't keep whining to them about the same thing.. I'm scared they might get sick and tired of it... I gotta stop now.. I'm tearing up really bad.. Gonna wipe these tears before mum sees it..
I'm feeling so bored today.. Seriously,super duper freaking bored..haha.. Didn't do much today.. Followed mum to the market.. Fold clothes.. Took a nap.. Watch cartoons.. Played the lappy.. Really mundane right?? Haha..oh well.. Been doing that during this holiday.. I need a life!! Huhu...
By the way,my obssessions are coming back! Alesana and Muse are like in my head always! Shish! Their songs keep ringing in my ear and my mouth keep mumbling their lyrics.. Even my sis thinks that I'm going crazy now..haha.. Speaking of obssessions,my dear friend,Irah,is going obssessed with Muse too!! Hahaha... Yes!! Hi-5 beybeh!! Hehehe...
Just now,at Facebook,I had a chat with her.. Not really that chat lah but just commenting on each other's wall..hehe.. Damn funny.. Go and read them: Irawr Anethyl Xlyfein ;da obssessed with muse againahahaha! weeeeeeee ♥
Haj Jemaid Really??Hahahahaha!! Yes!! I have a buddy to join my obssession!!Hehehe... xD
Haj Jemaid hahaha..eh eh..klau jumpe kamu,habis lah singapura..confirm kite nye ketawe boleh dpt kan singapore tremors!!hehehehe... xDdont know when i can meet u lah sey.. =(
Irawr Anethyl Xlyfein awwww nxt week? ahaha, coz i might be celebratinhg black christmas :D
Haj Jemaidhahaha..macam mane leh black lak??hehehe...
Irawr Anethyl Xlyfein ahaha we hate santa. he works all year round but nvr loses weight OH WAIT, it wasnt him , itx th elves . damn!so we celebrate a gothic christmas kirekan .. heh
Haj Jemaid hahahaha..aiseyman..bagus tu..hehehe..its good to have a dark christmas once in awhile though..hehehe...
Alesana is back!!!! Gosh.. And their new songs are awesome!!! Oh my,I can't wait for their new album... It's released on the 26.01.10 but I don't know if it's worldwide or not... Dang.. I hope it is.. Oh well,have to save up from now to buy the album!! Weeeee~~~ They make me happy... ^_^
I have the kid-liked character..I look geeky..Loud music gets me out of the reality..I do have my own obssessions..I do appreciate nature..Music and laughter gets me drunk..Doodling stupid stuffs on a paper is what I like to do.. PS:&& My heart is totally stolen.. <3<3
